doctor, doctor,
i've got an emergency
it seems i'm head over heels
a case of L-O-V-E

sebastian sat on his bed headphones in his ears with music blasting in them. to most people this would be a way to get themselves to stop thinking about a certain thing. but no matter how loud he made the music sebastian couldn't get his thoughts off of the current girl who kept running through them. he usually wasn't the time to keep a girl on his thoughts for so long, but she was just so much different then all the girls he'd ever been with. and the way he ended things with her always made him feel horrible, he replayed that day in his mind thinking about all the ways he could have made it better. if he had just accepted the fact that she changed she'd still be a major part of his life now. but he had to act like an idiot and ruin it all, but maybe he had another chance with her. sebastian wasn't so sure what he was going to do about it this time, she wasn't even human they weren't allowed to see each other. then again he wasn't one to follow rules, breaking them were more of his thing

bitting his lip sebastian got off his bed and reached under it and pulled out a box he hadn't looked at for a while. blowing off some dust he opened it up and took out the tons of pictures he and luna took together. he was a photographer and no matter how mad he was at her for changing he wasn't going to throw out all the amazing photos he took of her. he wondered if she kept the ones he had given her, or maybe she threw them out after the jerk he was too her. not that he'd blame her, he was surprised that she was even talking to him now. leaning against the wall he took a couple of photos out and smiled at how happy they use to be together. shaking his head he stuffed the photos back inside the box and returned them back to their original place. he had gotten over her, he was done and he didn't plan on turning back. their relationship was in the past and if it didn't work then it really wasn't going to work now. so there was no point in him even thinking about it.

dragging himself he took a shower, the one place where he really could clear his mind of the thoughts that seemed to haunt him. the hot water burned his skin but he didn't mind it, he liked the feeling of it. his hair covered his eyes and he didn't bother to move them he just stood with his hands leaning against the bathroom tiles. after standing in there for about half an hour he decided to get out. just because he couldn't get a hold of himself didn't mean he had to waste all that water. pushing his hair back he grabbed a towel and wrapped it around his waist. looking at himself in the mirror he decided he really needed to change. he wasn't going to let a girl he hadn't seen for so long come and mess his emotions up this badly. grabbing a small towel he dried off his hair and entered his room. sebastian was dripping little water pellets everywhere but he didn't care very much. looking through his closet he found an old band shirt and threw it on. when he finished getting ready he went over to his phone and read through his texts.

he wasn't even sure whether he should drag himself to the big state fair they were having. but he had already told his friends weeks ago that he would meet them there, but that was way before luna got back into his life. he decided just to go, but if he saw her he wasn't sure what he would do. grabbing his wallet and keys he slipped into his shoes by the door and walked over to his parked car. pulling out of the drive way he drove slowly taking his time towards the fair. by the time he got there it was already pretty full of people, he took his time finding a parking place. parking his car he sat in it a few moments, he decided just to try and have as much fun as possible and forget all about luna and how he was feeling about her. getting out he locked his car and entered the fair, looking around he didn't recognize anyone at first. he decided to just make his way around and see who he bumped into.

doctor, doctor,
i've got an emergency
it seems i'm head over heels
a case of L-O-V-E

sebastian continued walking around checking out what booths they had and if he was interesting in any of them. he bumped into a few people he knew but he wasn't really in the mood to talk to any of them. and he definitely didn't want to be a downer on their fun with all these thoughts running through his head about some girl he wasn't sure how he felt about.

he was getting tired of walking and he could feel the pack of cigarettes he had burning a hole in his pocket. he really needed a smoke, he hadn't had one in a while. looking around he made sure nobody was watching as he slipped behind an empty booth and took out the pack from his pocket. he had to make sure he was careful with it, this place was packed with adults some even teachers. and he wasn't too keen on letting them know he liked to smoke in his spare time. opening up the pack he pulled a cigarette out with his teeth as he used his other hand to search for a lighter in his pocket. finding out he lit his cigarette then stuck the pack in his pocket for later. inhaling the smoke he instantly felt relieved, sebastian wasn't a big smoker but he did enjoy the occasional one once in a while. he liked to think that he'd be able to stop whenever he wanted but a part of him knew that it wasn't true. he was addicted to the feeling he got when he smoked, and there was definetly nothing that was going to get him to give it up. running a hand through his hair he watched as the smoke come out of his mouth and stayed in the air in front of him for a while before diapering.

pausing he turned to see somebody walking over to where he was. it was dark so he couldn't see the persons face but he could tell they were an adult. the figure started yelling at him asking why he was smoking and sebastian dropped his cigarette stepping on it super quick before racing away. the guy started chasing him and sebastian made his way back into the main part of the fair looking for somewhere to go where he'd be able to get away from whoever was following him. sebastian bit his lip as he looked around, he saw a bench covered with people and swooped in and took a seat. he placed a hand in front of his face trying to not make it too obvious he was hiding from somebody. but once he saw the man walk by he leaned back glad he was done with that. turning he noticed that he wasn't the only one sitting on the bench, a girl was sitting there took and she looked a bit familiar. he just smiled at her not sure what to say or do about what she had just seen happen.

doctor, doctor,
i've got an emergency
it seems i'm head over heels
a case of L-O-V-E

sebastian kept his hand on his pocket, he was really disappointed that he didn't get to finish that cigarette. but he did have more, though he wasn't sure he wanted to risk getting caught again. he wasn't sure what would happen to him if he did get caught but he wasn't too keen on finding out. biting his lip he looked around making sure that the man still wasn't nearby. he was really hoping that if he bumped into him again he wouldn't recognize him. sebastian spotted a few of some kids who went to his school huddled around a booth. they were friends, but he wasn't sure if he wanted to be stuck with them for the whole night.

leaning back in the bench sebastian wondered why he'd even bothered to come here. he could be at home smoking, or out in his backyard taking pictures. but instead he was running away from nosy guys, and avoiding his friends. and that didn't seem to be working for him at all. leaving seemed like the easy answer, but he knew he wasn't going to go when there was a chance he might bump into her here. no matter how much he tried to deny it, he definitely wanted to see her. just one more time, just for closure. at least that's what he kept trying to tell himself.

he turned to look at the girl once more. he was really glad that she hadn't noticed him running away from the guy earlier. even though he didn't know her, he didn't want to give a bad impression. he looked her over wondering if he knew her at all, he didn't think he'd seen her around school. then again he didn't notice many people around the school unless they were friends. pushing his hair back he was happy to see her smile back and introduce herself. he might as well make a new friend while he was here right? " nice to meet you lysha, i'm sebastian " he said introducing himself with a small grin on his face. he was kind of curious to why she was sitting here alone but he didn't want to be rude and just ask seeing as though the only thing he knew about her was her name.

" having fun? " he asked her even though it seemed she was having as much fun as he was. but since they already were through with introductions he wanted to continue on the conversation. no harm in trying to get to know somebody new. she couldn't be half as bad as the people he already knew.

doctor, doctor,
i've got an emergency
it seems i'm head over heels
a case of L-O-V-E

" thanks "he said with a grin. though he couldn't really take credit for the name seeing as though his mother was the one to pick it out for him. but the women had good taste in names so was saying thank you for her in some way. she sighed, and he guessed that she wasn't having much fun. and it was confirmed when she said so herself." well join the club " he said with a sigh of his own. this place was no fun at all. he would much rather be at home developing his photos then being here surrounded by people he either barely knew or didn't care that much about. definitely not a great way to spend your night. but at least he wasn't the only one who thought the event was lame.

sebastian thought that if he was going to be stuck here why not at least have some fun right? and why not take her with him it wasn't as if she was having fun either. " do you want to go do something? " he asked curiously. " instead of just sitting here being bored " he explained with a shrug. if she said no then he would just have to go off by himself and find something to do. though he was hoping she would say yes because he one of course would like the company. and two would feel bad for leaving her here all alone with nothing to do. not to mention she was pretty cute why wouldn't he want to hang out with her, he was a guy wasn't he. and he was one that was currently trying to get over a girl who was messing with his head.

sebastian stood up and offered her a hand so that she would be able to get up too. he was really hoping she would take his offer and that he'd be able to get to know her more.

-post coming soon sorry it's so late school sucks-